No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies.
No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you.
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
So none of my pain and woe
Can show through.
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free.
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SWEET POEM OF PAIN IS JUST HOEW I FEEL I BEEN HURT SO MANY TIMES AND I WISH THE PAIN THE ANGER WOULD GO AWAY…….
I’m not sure if it ever goes away…this is my second go-around. I had finally come to terms with the childhood abuse I suffered, only to have it happen to me again, in the same house, by another family member. I am feeling all the same pain, all the same anger… all the same rage.
All I can tell you is, try to forgive. That’s something that doesn’t happen overnight. It took me years to be able to forgive, but once I was able to it was like a burden was lifted and I was free.
Right now I am unable to because it’s still so fresh, but I know eventually God will help me and give me the strength once again… Lord knows I could never do it on my own. Forgiveness is the only way to get rid of the pain. I know it sounds wrong…why should they ever be forgiven…but you’re doing it for you, not for them.
For now all I can do is ask God to help me work through the pain and the rage until I’m able to start to heal…all over again. I pray you will try to so the same…ask God to help you and when it’s the right time, try to forgive so you can be free.
God bless you. (((hugs)))